Why does the New Year always brings change to me...not just simple ones but earth shaking ones that really tests my heart, my will and my faith.
Just last year i was also on the verge of a major change in career, which i did again before the year ends...don't get me wrong i am grateful and always thankful for all the good things that are happening, sometimes it makes me even question my worthiness of it...but i just keep in my head what EJ and Roxy would always affirm to me, that i am exactly where im meant to be and i deserve to be here.
Change is constant, whether by choice or by circumstance...i have made a lot of choices this year for me...you can say i have been selfish...i wanted to be able to do what i wanted to do...travel, go for the job that i like even if its low paying, move out, love....i did all that this year and though some didn't work out because it wasn't meant to be in the first place, some did...and id rather focus on that....HAPPINESS and BEING HAPPY no matter what circumstance you are in is always our choice...so NO MATTER WHAT, EVEN IF MY HEART IS ACHING, I WILL BE HAPPY....
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