If i were to write you a love letter..i think it would go like this...
im scared...im scared of how much i am loving you already and how much i am needing you...i am scared na you always light up my face when you walk in the room...im happy knowing your there...near though far...it scared me that i always chose you over someone that i can call mine...
it hurts when you make plans and its not with me...it even hurts more when you say sorry because i know you didnt mean to hurt me...
you often ask me why i love you...i dont know eh..i simply just do...i may not know all that you are, and all that you are not, but it doesnt seem to matter, all i know is that i want to make you happy and protect you from all the things that could hurt you...
kaya i have to stop..i have to stop loving you...and worrying about you and thinking about you...because its not right for me to love you this way or this much...
this is sooo hard you know why...because im also stopping the happiness i found in you...i will miss you so much...i will miss so much the pieces and scraps of heaven i found with you...
i just need a favor though help me forget you...you are my weakness...i can stand firm on a lot of things about my decisions in my life..but when it comes to you, i always crumble and give in...
i have a lot of regrets in my life...falling for you, loving you even if it was wrong will not be one of them...
thank you...thank you so much for making me happy, for caring for me in the way that you know how...i hope i was able to show you how much i care as well...
i remain a friend. i love you.
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