As the time drew closer i grow more apprehensive...i have never been without family. all my life i am always with at least one or two of them by my side, that's why even if people perceive me to be as ms. independent truth of the matter is i am brave because i know i have a family that i go home to every adventure or misadventure that i encounter in my life... thus the apprehension that this time no family around, just me...all of them are very excited, encouraging...all my brothers are quite excited at the same time i know is worried about me as well and they never keep their worries to themselves...i am also scared to have too much of this so called liberty, freedom or independence that i might lost my way to parties or drinking or hosting...these are the things that concerns me and concerns them but i think awareness of this is a good start, how i will manage it will be the challenge that i want to take on...
putting all my apprehensions, concerns, worries aside, i am excited! i am excited to have azi freely running the house, i am excited that i can really freely invite friends for lunch or dinner since i love to cook, im excited to conduct Household in the house as well as can offer the place for meetings or practices for the community...i am also excited for allan who will also claim his own liberty and privacy in our being housemates.
What more can i say but i think this being "on my own" is long overdue...its about time...
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