fireworks

i knew that it was new year and that there really were fireworks but when i touched your hand its like a hundred thousand more exploded..you are even making me write like a poet again... i like the fact that you are making me try again...thing is there is a BUT...the mere fact that you are taken puts me into a FULL STOP... i know i like you because i cant stop thinking of you..i even daydream about you which i haven't done for quite awhile...you make me smile just thinking about those few moments we are together, at the same time you make me wonder about you... i like that you love kids and that you are drawn to them..that you will not hesitate holding one and putting them to sleep... i like that you love dogs and that you talk to them like i talk to them... i like the way my hands just casually clasp yours... i like the way you suddenly make me shy when you are around...

thing is i cant like you...not this much...i will control myself again but that means not seeing you or laughing with you which makes me sad, i know that id rather take the few moments left than to walk away from it again...

Posted on LiveJournal June 2, 2011