i found myself thinking of you more and more often these past few days...i dont know if its because Valentine's Day reminded me so much of how we spent V-Day last year "together apart" i even tried looking for pictures just to remind myself of how i was then...like having this today last year kinda thing... which didnt help me much it just made me miss you even more...and suddenly this morning i find myself reading our letters...crying...actually sobbing all over you again...is it also my hormones?!? God this is long overdue! Im trying to figure out why im being nostalgic or why you are coming into my mind after not being in it for sometime...or should i say at least not everyday! hahahaha is it because this time last year is when i felt you slipping away...and like all women i resorted to the usual to save a fucked up relationship!...sigh...i need to remind myself that it doesnt work....one should always bank on the love and what made us be together in the first place...
so i guess this is me saying i still love you...pining for you in some ways...i felt being punished not having your love anymore....i wonder when you will stop being in my heart...i wonder when will i stop loving you...
Posted on LiveJournal February 17, 2011
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