Lost In Translation

I just had one of the most crazy day at the office. To start it off the morning wasnt really good, I was feeling lonely and sad. But then again the optimist that I am will always try not to dampen my spirit or my day with whatever darkness I am feeling. And then from one meeting to another from which I was trying to be calm and just take it all in because i dont want to argue or not in the mood to defend myself, but something snapped and i really couldnt take it anymore and just walked out of the room. I dont care if i was rude, i also have no respect for people who cant take responsibility.I cant find my focus and balance at work these days. I cant find my heart into it which is so not me...maybe a part of me is disheartened but how things are and how things went, at the same time i am having this separation anxiety with the agency that we have gotten divorced recently hehehe and not really looking forward to the new agency...i guess i am a loyalist thats why, once you captured my heart its yours forever, and thats how i feel about them, aside from the fact that i have made great friends and i know that we will definitely remain as friends, but change is inevitable and there would be changes. I'll miss joking with kaing and ill miss his smile and ill never forget how i usually piss him off if i call so early in the morning on a saturday talking about work, my dear soesoe,the mark that you left in me is how quaint you are when we talk, and how honest you are as well with your opinions and i find that very brave,i am just getting to know more about you these last month and im glad we had this month, frick, you, i will most miss, i dont even want to talk to you just so i could start not getting use to you, thank you for all the knowledge imparted and the friendship that i didnt expect, i found a kuya/ate in you hahahaha oh gosh you will kill me if you read this hahaha...But just like the world keeps turning, life must also move...Star-Cell, the one that i have come to know and loved and cherished with you guys will never be the same....